A Confused Mind

I have been faced with a couple of incidences lately that baffle me and due to the fact that I can't figure them out, causes me some distress. I am usually quite perceptive when it comes to the human mind; but there are a couple of circumstances that I am not able to put my mind around.

I must not expect myself to understand all that goes on around us in life, but for some reason I haven't been able to let these go. I am a researcher and so very analytical that I want to dig until I can find out the reason why. Am I trying to fix something? No, not really, because it is certainly out of my control. Can I say anything? At this time, no. So I am left to think and pray and ask God for wisdom. But the fact of the matter is, that I may never know or understand.

The actions are so unbelievable and the deception so great that I am stunned. I guess I need to examine myself to make sure that I am not living my life in a manner that would have people wonder this about me.